Dreaming of Traveling in a Train

       Not often I dreamed of been traveling in a train, but what I found very odd, it’s the fact that it is often happening when I am about to have a change of life event,  as it was this dream I am about to write about here.

Always, an old train like the Oriental Express type and the clothing is from the Victorian Era.

As well, that I see passengers that have no face expression but distinctive deep dark eyes. Their figures are on black and white, while everything else is in vivid color. No one, seems to be talking or interactive with other passengers.     

Sometimes, I am the only one traveling in this train or with someone that talks to me but I am unable to see whom I am talking with, at all. All I can hear is the sound of the train traveling thru the tracks, smells of coal burning and cold temperatures.

The terrain is often in rogue rocky hills through mountains and tunnels.
In my dream, as entered the passenger car, I found my new Spanish friend already seating by the window and seems very happy to see me, as invited me to seat besides him. I noticed that he was wearing Victorian Era clothing as was I. As I keep observing around me, noticed other passengers, some seating alone, others with company. However, none of them talking to each other and neither heard the sound of voices. All of them were in black and white, dressing in Victorian Era and with no expression on their faces. While my friend was happy to see me, I was feeling scare and unease with my surroundings. He tried to calm me down by holding my hand but I was busy looking around me, trying to figure out what is going on. The whole set up seems like my friend and I, were the only ones that look alive. He hold my left hand tight and told me “Don’t worry as soon we will arrive” I asked him “To where?” he only smiled back at me, without saying anything else. Neither less that him not answering help in any way to calm me down.

Some say that to see a train in your dreams, is a life altering event to come.

I know that I have being alone for quite sometime and that even having past relationships and dates in the past 7 years, these guys have always made me feel alone. My Spanish friend and I, seems to have many things in common but what I appreciated more with him, its our sincere spontaneous friendship. He is like an old friend that  I have knowing for long time and haven’t seeing him for a while. Why he was in my train dream and seating already waiting for me? those are questions still to answer with time. All I know now, is that drastic and fast changes are coming, whether I am ready for it or not, I must go thru it…

Until next blog…

Many Blessings for you.


For further information on dreaming about Trains, please take a look at the information below, along with their links of origin.

What does it mean to dream of a train?

Trains take us from one place to another so their presence in our dreams may represent a journey or direction that you are taking in your daily life. ... Alternatively your dream train may be telling you that your one track mind is limiting your flexibility, perhaps you need to re-consider your current train of thought.May 30, 2013

What it means to dream of...trains - Body + Soul

www.bodyandsoul.com.au/mind-body/.../e88d88350b094220d316c7c2c8e8e709
What does it mean to dream of being on a train?
To dream that you are on a train symbolizes your life's journey. It suggests that you are on the right track in life and headed in the right direction. Alternatively, the dream means that you have a tendency to worry needlessly over a situation that will work out in the end.

Dream Dictionary - Dream Moods Dream Dictionary: Meanings For ...

www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/t3.htm
What does it mean when you dream of traveling?
To be traveling in a dream is something a lot of people dream about. And no wonder, because “travel dreams” are often about our own journey of life – our movement forwards (or backwards) in life, that is. The following describes various aspects of what it means to travel in dreams.

What does it mean to travel in a dream? - Michael R Olsen

https://michaelrolsen.com/dreams-travelling-mean-dream-interpretation-travel/

 Main symbolic meaning

• Restrictions of freedom (rails)
• Gaining or loosing great opportunity (catch / miss the train)
• A mission (a route with a final station)
• Motion or stagnation of events (still standing / fast moving train)

Basic train characteristics for further reading, click for site here.

Dreaming of Black Bats

These scary creatures of the night from which many tales have been told from generations past. Some find them cute, others found them as pests of the night—but for others they are just a nightmare.

Bats in dreams have many meanings and purposes. Some to guide you, others to warm you of omen to come.

In this particular dream, I saw myself bringing food  (sweet potato pie) to this friend of mine at his house. As I approached the front door, I felt a foul smell that I couldn't make anything out of it. As soon as I opened the front door, I saw hundreds of black bats coming out like something spook them. Literally, I can say that they “came out as bats out of hell.”

Somehow, their escape didn't took me over, as they all skipped me—as I got some invisible shield  that they only can perceive. Through their escape, I can clearly hear their screaming sound that sent chills through my spine. I can smell their stench and felt their warm all around me. Suddenly, right after all the bats were out of the house—here comes my friend running out of the house. I saw him as I have never saw him before. This one was wearing a medium grey suit, with a hot pink shirt and black tie—he even cut his hair real short.

He was anxious and in a hurry—as I asked him where he was going; all it came out of his mouth was “I am late, I have to get out and do something, I have a job interview.”

He left me, standing there with the plate of food and drove in his black car, away from the house. I woke up in a sweat, wondering what that dream be about. I felt like it was an omen of some sort but couldn't figure out. I noticed that I was getting late for going to work myself. So I rushed around the house to get ready before heading to work and do my usual commute of one hour towards my job.

During my travel, I noticed that there was icy patches on the road and that the roads were not salted for the heavy commute of the morning. I took precautions, but they were not enough for what I experienced that morning. As I drove, I saw few cars in the ditches while police was trying to assist them. As I finally approach the big city, I was coming down a hill towards a bridge. Suddenly, I noticed a pile of cars crashing among each other due to the icy roads in front of a Harley Davidson Motorcycle Museum’s first entrance. I tried to slow down but it was too late for me, my car was sliding side to side and suddenly it went on spin, turning me over 3 times.

Finally, my auto stopped just feet from a high sidewalk. As I look up who might come to hit me next. I saw that all the cars after me, turned side ways avoiding me—it kind of reminded me the bats of my dream avoiding to crash on me. Ironically, my car stopped right in front of the Harley Davidson museum second entrance just feet from the original pile of cars in the first entrance. As my friend from the dream, he is a Harley mechanic and its fan of this museum as well. It was indeed a bad dream and a bad experience right after. Don’t know if the dream was warning me about the experience right after—or there is more to come with that dream….time will tell indeed.

The bats on dreams can have many meanings, to some they are source of wisdom, to others a warning or omen. Others see them as spiritual totems as others just see them as nasty rats with wings.

For some the bats means rebirth and initiation. Here is few links of what Bats in dreams might means.
Hope these help you to understand these creatures in your dreams.

http://sleepculture.com/bat-dream-interpretation-and-meaning/
http://www.whats-your-sign.com/animal-symbolism-bat.html
http://www.auntyflo.com/dream-dictionary/bat

Love and Light for all of you! Until next time…
Liz Figueroa

The Man in My Dreams

Many people dreamed about somebody known or unknown in their dreams. In most dream interpretations, to dream about people its just a view of one’s self. However, I wonder how true this can be.

Through my life’s journey, I have dreamed about people that later on I meet in real life—giving me that sense of déjà vu, wondering why this person looks so familiar? or wondering if I dreamed about this person or this one visited me in astral travel.

 Spirits of our loves one, they always find ways to communicate with us, either through giving us suggestions and signs, when mostly needed. However, they often comes in our dreams.

Spirits can give us messages of support and love as well warnings—but in few cases they try to tell us about what its to come or to ask us to finish what they couldn't while alive. I often felt the presence of someone very significant in my life, through suggestions or signs. His suggestions often popped in my head with the urgency of his typical personality. However, in this particular occasion—he wanted me to write a letter to give closure for someone else. Which for weeks, I kept ignoring such request.

That particular night, I woke up  feeling that someone was talking to me all night long but couldn't recall much of the dream—all I have in my mind was to write that letter I keep procrastinate for. Without further delays, I got off the bed that morning of Sunday June 29, 2014 around 5:00 am I sat to wrote that letter he wanted me for.

Once I finished the letter and emailed, I felt like a heavy weight was lifted and the air became more lighter. However if left me wonder what was the entire dream about.

That noon, I went to a workshop about Dream Yoga, in which teach recalling dreams through the vibration sounds of Hebrew words. It was an intense class, but through it I managed to recall the entire dream of early morning. In this dream, I saw the spirit of my love one getting near the bed and saying clearly “Write the letter because its needed for everything that needs to happen to be in place and for everyone to move on with their lives as they should.” Right after he said this words on the dream, I felt transport to a beach with a wide shore where there was an amusement park. I vividly smell the ocean air, heard the seagull flying by, felt the wet sand through my toes as I walked through it. 

I was not alone in this dream, there was a man by my right side holding my hand. This man was not known to me. In this dream I  saw that we both were happy, like celebrating a moment. I couldn't see clearly the face of the man, as the sun was behind his head blinding most of his features. However, I saw that he was taller than me, in shape, older, with dark and grey hair almost at shoulder length, facial hair and large smile under his mustache. Suddenly, my eyes went towards our holding hands and saw clearly that the man was wearing a gold wedding band.

I snapped out of the deep meditation where I was recalling this dream and understood the urgency of my love one’s spirit in writing the letter as well the vision of this man on the beach. It was about total closure with everyone as well  I felt it showed me, who might be my next and last husband. I am writing about this, despite it happened back in June, because I believe its important and that I will meet this man of my dreams within a couple of years. I want to come back to this blog and see how accurate this dream can become. Until then, I will continue with life as it comes—one day at the time.

Many Blessings for you all ~

Liz Figueroa

Dreaming of Being in a Horse Race

Dreaming about horses is a very common dream, you either see a horse, ride it, encountered, talk to it etc.
However, after having two dreams about horses within one week. I started to pay closer attention to it.

This dream might be more than a dream, perhaps a warning about my actual path. Its just a matter of time before I totally figure what is this dream about. Hopefully, I will be able to act upon it and rectify what needs to be put in order.

The setting of a dream is as important as colors, smells, people and the era—since these characteristics say as much or more about what the dream could be about.

The setting of this dream in particular, seems to be from the Medieval era. Everyone in this village, was dressing like working class people—having a community festival of some sort. I walked among this very green grass, pushing myself through lots of people, to take a closer look of what was going on. As I approached the horse riders, my eyes went to this girl who has black hair but her ends were light blue, like her hair was touched by blue light. I thought for a moment, why the punk look in a Medieval era? Before I started to reasoning about that detail within this dream. I noticed that she was ordered to dismount the horse as she apparently was not worthy to ride this beautiful light brown horse.

Suddenly, the old man directing this community race, pointed at me—saying “You will ride this horse, against the newcomer” pointing at a young man in raged dirty clothes, sitting on this big black horse.  Neither of these horses have a nice seat over them, only hand woven blankets cream in color. I looked at this brown horse, who looks peaceful in nature—giving me the feeling of knowing this horse, from before I became part of this dream.

He bow his head towards me as a signal that is ok to seat over him—perhaps he sensed my fear to his magnificent presence.

As soon as mounted, I was directed by the old man to be beside the newcomer who is my rival on this race, as a signal that the race will start soon. As soon as the old man screamed to go, we both started to raced our horses like our lives depends on it. The scene surrounding us was of great beauty—resembling places like Ireland or Greenland. With its luscious green pastures and majestic mountains. Suddenly, the rocky path we were riding on, split in two path. This split came so fast that neither myself or the other rider can fit on either the paths side by side. A quick decision needed to be made, of who goes in each path.

The young rider, choose the right path, which was a upgrade hill boarded by high rocks that seems to be unsafe and dangerous. I turn to the left path which was a muddy path, with smalls water ponds around it. As I kept riding, I lost sight of the other rider. Despite such,  I kept riding and I started talking to the horse. Telling him that I was not sure we took the right path. The horse turn his head to look at me, but ignored me and kept going at high speed.

As I kept riding, I noticed something peculiar about the water ponds surrounding this path, some of them were with clear water filled with very green grass—while others were with dirty water in it.

Suddenly, we starting to jump dead trees found laying through the path. These seems to be ancient, with their bark gone—they look almost as petrified wood. Some trees were thin while others were of medium with. In each jump, I felt like my life was passing through my eyes. I keep telling the horse to avoid them, that there is no need to jump them. However the horse ignored me, while noticing that we were not in the original path any more. On each jump, we ended up running on water, each time more deeper that the last jump.

I kept looking for the other rider and finally saw him way up in the hill through the rocks, like he was stuck. He couldn’t go down but couldn’t go further forward. I kept going with my horse, who has a mind of his own—while jumping these dead trees. While my heart was rising through all this jumping, we encountered a huge thick tree. I can see it from far and I begged the horse to please stop. I keep pulling the reins to make him stop but all my efforts were in vain. As we approach this huge tree, I felt my body elevating up high while seeing the legs of this brown horse stretching as far as he could to pass this huge log. Everything felt at that moment, like we were going in slow motion.

 I can clearly heard birds and the crowd voices from far. I felt the uncertainty of the landing as I didn’t know what was behind this huge log.

Once we cleared the huge tree, we fall into a deep pond with clear water but with tall green grass in it. The horse tried to maneuver forward through it but the tall grass was entangling his legs as he try in vain to swing through it. In a desperate attempt, I pulled the reins real hard—forcing the horse to go left and off the pond. Finally, this horse accepted the command and we reach out for a scape route. Suddenly, we started to raise from the pond as we finally touch hard ground—then I woke up.


Note: I highlighted the key words of this dreams with useful links found on the internet for further interpretation of those key words within this dream. Talking about direction, either going left or right—in the Tarot when the characters in the Court cards are looking towards the left, its know as the character is looking at the past of its situation—while they look towards the right, they are looking toward their future.

Quick Analysis: This dreams obviously is referent to an ongoing situation, for me to dream about Medieval times it denotes the doubts, suffering, believes. A time of domineering and controlling attitude. In my daily life, I am constantly battling with these issues of self doubts based on my past believes—these force me somehow to be constantly trying to control or dominate my emotions through the whole situation.

In this dream is talking about two people in common, myself and the newcomer rider. We both have a horse of different color and we both come to a end of road where we take different paths—which neither one is an easy one. Choosing the rocky up hill is like going against the odds and without having a clear plan of how to conquer such adversity—ending stuck with no clue what to do next. However, choosing the muddy path surrounded by water in which I ended into it-- leads me to believe that although I see great opportunity of survival, I have the choice and free will to either go through it or choose to abandoned the race I put myself through it.

Each water pond is relate to suffering or emotions but each dead tree relates to obstacles that in this case are self inflicted.

In this dream seems like I am in a race for reaching who will come back to the village, victorious. However, one is stuck in rocks while the other abandoned the race all together. In relationships, you either go side by side to survive all obstacles but when both are on different path making individual choices of how they want their lives to be without each other—more likely the relationship doesn’t survive. I believe this dream is warning me of the path of the new relationship and its up to me either beats the odds and continue or count my loses getting out and be grounded again. Dreams not necessary make sense after dream of them, but with time every aspect of a dream when we pay attention—we found the needed understanding. Once reach, we grow in spirit and become ready to embark into a new human experience.

Thank you for reading about this dream, hope it helps you in your own dream.

Love and Light for all of you..

Liz Figueroa

Dreaming about Letting Go through Boots and Purses

     The complicity of this dream had taught me quite a life lesson—the lesson of letting go of the past and moving forward.  I still thinking about it as it was very vivid—in the past year my dreams have got so real that somehow they become prophetic as well disturbingly physical.

In this dream, I was with my ex-husband inside a storage unit, after I asked him for the remaining of my belongings.

Everything inside this storage unit was in disarray as we walked through it. He pointed a cabinet that was part of my wall unit that used to be in our bedroom. As I opened the cabinet—I noticed that it was fill with books, papers, photos and other junks. I looked at it with deep sadness, thinking that all my belongings were piled up to just one cabinet.

As I looked into it,

Vivid Dream: Being Hire Despite The Odds!

    This dream sure left a sense of hope and gratitude, right after feeling the emotions of urgency in my being from which somehow I can’t shake it up from my mind all day. The dream was filling with archetypes and numbers from which I know they were purposely place for me to pay attention.

      In this particular dream, found myself inside a police car, getting ready to start my work shift by giving my starting millage to the headquarters. As proceeding, noticed that there was no number in the millage counter, it concern me for a minute so I made up a number in order to have permission to get out. As I proceed driving, I called the dispatcher again, saying, “I will be 10-10 for a few”.

Suddenly, the setting of the dream change

“I will be here until certain things fall in place”

                                                    
   Very often I meet people in my dreams or meditation experiences. However, somehow my recent experience still baffled me in many ways.
  It was the afternoon hours of the first month of September, when I decided to go for an afternoon nap. In the process, I used a meditation song and a fractal picture of a friend of mine to get me into the mood of needed rest.

I must felt deep into sleep, when almost what felt like a out-of-body experience came about.

It felt like as soon I felt asleep, I heard three hard knocks in my room door. I got up and opened the door, to see my friend accompanied by another man that I haven’t see before. This man was about 5’11” in high, he had dark brown hair parted in the middle, passing his ears but not quite touching his shoulders. He had big hazel color eyes with a serenity look into it. He also have a light mustache and goat tee bear, he somehow reminded me of Jesus of Nazareth. He was wearing khakis pants with a polo shirt in white and blue colors. His entire attire reminded me of the 70s.

My friend look at me and said “This is Adrian who is looking for you, so I brought him with me”. We turn towards him and I introduced myself by ending asking Adrian.. “so what are you up to?” He looked at me with intensity and said “I am here for the time being, until certain things fall in place. After that someone else will come”.

His response was unusual but turn out to be quite a coincidences of information later on.

I was trying to figure out why he said this to me when I realized that I was dreaming, that this situation was not real somehow. After realizing this, I found myself back in my bed still with my headphones on, listening to the meditation song. I knew then, that this is very significant somehow.

I talked to a friend of mine, trying to figure out who can be Adrian?, She suggested me to look around in the web for Saint Adrian .  As I did, what called my attention among the things I found out among all the stories of Saint Adrian, was the fact that he is known as the patron of old soldiers. Being an old soldier myself, I found this quite amusing. Then seeing that he is always represented standing by an anvil, it reminded me the dream I had a couple days before, where a sledge hammer was present with the shape of an anvil. 

To top this up, I told my friend (who was in the dream) about this unusual dream. He said that his background is Roman Catholic and yes he had knowledge of Saint Adrian through his childhood but he couldn’t recall of why or when it become about.

Thinking into the circumstances prior to this meditation experience, I was depress about lack of work/creativity and seeing that things that I am very close to obtain, are not moving quick enough into manifestation. Thinking of this, was quite a drainage of energy on me that urged me to go into my room to lay down but instead I decided to listen to a meditation song with it.

Numerology into this dream:

    I tend to look into numbers and meanings through dreams and about almost everything else in my life. This event happens in September 1st (9+1=10) The number ten in Tarot is about completion of cycles of life. It’s also represented by “The Wheel of Fortune” Tarot card. This meditation experience, took place between the hours of 2:00PM and 2:45PM (2+2+4+5= 11)  For everything spiritual significant in my life the sight of 11:11 or just the number 11 comes around—to show me things that are about to begin or things that are about to be finished.

The number 11 is thought of as a "master" number in numerology because it is a double digit of the same number. When this occurs - the vibrational frequency of the prime number doubles in power. Meaning, the attributes of the Number One are doubled. Read more about number 11 here.

Adrian’s arrival to my door was announce with “3” hard knocks. The number 3 in Christianity: represents the Trinity, the soul, the union of the body and soul in human. There is an ancient wisdom that's says: "Messages or events that come in three's are worth noticing". Whenever anything is mentioned three times it is a witness to us that these things are of utmost importance. Three symbolized manifestation into the physical. In addition to being a number of good fortune, 3 is also a number of multiplicity. In Tarot the number 3 is represented by the "The Empress" card which is the fertility card, representing growth and fulfillment in all areas of life.

The celebration of Saint Adrian’s day is on September 8th (9+8=17 / 1+7=8). The number 8 is associated in Tarot with the card “Strength” as well is associated with the sign of Leo and Scorpio, while being influence by the Sun, Saturn and Pluto. Earth is the element for the number 8 people and they have red aura colors. Energetically the number eight represents material success.

More on the number 8: Those who were born with a Life Path of 8 were born for a life of leadership, organization and governance.  Article Source: http://EzineArticles.com/1116128

Saint Adrian dies on March 4th of the year 306 (3+4+3+0+6=16--1+6=7) Seven indicates the senses of a change after an accomplished cycle and of a positive renewal. The number 7 is represent in several passages of the Bible from the 7 days of Genesis to the book of Revelations.
 

Conclusion:

The introduction of this Adrian it can be merely just an experience, but association of his message and why he was in my dream, leave a lot to speculate. I believe that everything happens for a reason and this event still have more to show me.

There is a couple of days before Sept 8 comes about, what will happen in between in those days its up to be seeing. Adrian said that he will be here until certain things fall in place.. I felt the urge to write about this experience and I will consider this as an evidence of an event that still have to unfold.

I still have strong ties with my Roman Catholic up bring and relating this Adrian with Saint Adrian and my circumstances, feels about the right thing to do. Time will tell.. sure I will be in the look out for it..

Love and Light Everyone!

Cleaning from inside out

August 31, 2011
After having a couple of days of serious headaches and lack of energy for God knows why. I decided to balance my energy centers as usual, thinking that it will alleviated the unbalance. However, not only the headache remains, it also provoke an unusual dream of profound message.

Yes, when I thought I have my life figured out, dreams come around to let me know that I have more work to do.

My dream’s setting start in the inside of this empty house with crooked walls  with a look resembling the 1960s. Yes, some of the walls were uneven, some walls were made of concrete others of wood and some were just perfect. It was like walking into a house that needed inspection.

Out of no where, here comes this older man with a check list /board in his hands and right after him, there was 2 more men. The old man was telling the other two what walls to turn down to be rebuild again. I saw them slamming the crooked walls with sledge hammers, the sound was felt all over the house.

Suddenly, the walls became perfect and in bright yellow color, it happen so fast that I don’t recall see them painting the walls at all. I found myself in the living room of the house, where furniture started to appear as I direct my eyes in all directions. Among the odd things of the dream itself, I saw the fridge in the living room, a nice cozy couch with a nice African American couple dressing like in the 60s.

As I kept moving around, I saw a storage room what have shelves covered with glass full of food, and they were as long my eyes can see. Obviously, the house was ready to be self sufficient. As I turn, I saw the entrance of the kitchen but I didn’t go in, instead I direct myself to the stairs that was behind the couple in the couch.

I started to move upstairs but don’t recall my walk through it, just suddenly I found myself over a concrete roof.

On the roof, there were few baskets of clothes to be wash, I count as far 6 of them. I saw an open shack with clothes lines ready to be use and right in front of it, there was this old wringer washing machine. I saw 3 young men helping around and their clothes needed to be wash. I walked toward the baskets of clothes and was shock to found my mother among them.

I observed her how she moved around and felt her sense of dramatic urgency typical of her personality. She started to fill the old washing machine using a rusted metal can while taking water coming from a bamboo spout. I approached closer and the washing machine turned into an brick old well. Couldn’t understand why she kept filling the well non stop while talking about washing the clothes.

While observing this, I saw a couple that seems familiar somehow. They came with bags of sweets, gave me a hug and congratulated me for the new home. I told them “there still work to do and lots of laundry”. They smiled at me and said “In time, you will get it done, one day at the time”.

Don’t recall getting out of the house, but then saw myself inside a car with an old man driving and a young girl sitting in the passenger side. I was somehow sitting on the floor of the car with my right hand holding tight my left hand, right over my stomach. Then I woke up from this dream, still with my hands holding tight as I was in the car.

My dream interpretation:

When in dreams seeing ourselves inside houses, not necessary represents a home we live on, but an outlook of our own consciousness. To see an empty house in dreams, it’s the representation of feeling emotional empty or missing something or someone. Seeing the house in deterioration is typical of being sad or suffering depression. The fact that my eyes were attracted by the crooked walls, its showing me the randomness and chaos of the house or my inner self. Seeing walls in a house can also represents an obstacle or challenge as well separation from different parts of one’s life.

The sight of the sledge hammer is the will power through force and strength, capable to destroy and build. With the power of it while slamming down the walls, it’s a clear sign to me of ending a process or boundaries that were self inflected. Seeing everything rebuild and in yellow color is having a positive outlook of my being. Seeing food inside the house, is a representation of nourishment for the body, mind, emotions, soul, or spirit. Giving me the sense that no matter how tough life can be, I am well prepare to overcome what is ahead of me. Going upstairs, is a representation of moving forward in life, also can represents the passing among levels of consciousness, subconscious, spiritual, etc.

Being in the top of the roof is an indication of the last part of a house when its build as well something unattainable. It can also be seeing as a limitation on how high one can go or how much progress one can make. Seeing my mom on the roof, was quite a sore subject as we don’t speak each other in real life due to the pains and suffering she made me experience in my childhood. I don’t hate her, but somehow I keep those memories of her away from me, in order to not be hurt. Perhaps, this is why this section of the house that seems to be made out of wood, the roof is made out of concrete instead.

Seeing the baskets of dirty laundry is a representation of imperfection or mistakes, a fear of being judged, a disappointment, feeling less than perfect. The fact that my mom was present while looking at the basket of dirty clothes, reminded me of the times that she did everything to embarrassed me, judged me and always belittle me with the intention to make me feel less than her.

The sight of the old wringed washing machine is a representation of repairing, releasing, cleaning up, or reaching closure in some area of my life in order to feel finished/complete and then having a fresh start. Seeing my mom trying with urgency to clean the clothes was a sight that not only me wants to clear that area of my life with her, but she is also trying to clean the dirty past among us.

Seeing water in my dreams is obvious a representation of emotional feelings but seeing the water going into a old rusted metal can, is a sign of control or restraint either physical, mental or emotional. Perhaps is the restraint that my mother and I keep among each other, her refusing to accept her responsibility in her wrong doings towards me and me refusing to forgive and forget all the wrong done.

Observing the water coming out of the bamboo spout was a memory of my childhood while living in the hills of Puerto Rico. Seeing the water flowing can represent change, transformation or moving forward in my life.The entire dream was a set up of the 60s, years in which I born (1962) and they were my childhood forming years. To dream about the past is common, its an attempt by the subconscious to review, remember, explore deeper feelings about past events. It can also be view as a process of reconciling the past within oneself, not to exclude grieving, closure, forgiving and letting go of—reaching inner peace with it.

I now look at this dream and realized of what I asked God the night before.. I asked to be shown what else I need to do to move forward in life… obviously the cleaning process from inside out is a most and as I was told in my dream “In time, you will get it done, one day at the time”.


Love and Light Everyone!

A Rabbit in My Dream!

I haven’t written my dreams for a while but recently I got a distinct dream that I can’t get out of my head. I guess it was the surprise to see a huge rabbit in my dream alone with having my friend being part of the dream. 
  
      In this dream, my friend and I climbed up to this hill top, with the idea to hunt for rabbits. Once in the top, I stand in the left side of the path, right besides this huge tall green tree. My friend was standing on the right side of the path, facing a stone fence. I noticed that right at the base of this huge tree, there was a black hole/tunnel or rabbit hole, I stick my arm to dig into the hole but all I felt was the soft fur of an animal. Not sure of what I was doing, I yelled at my friend asking for a flash light. He replied “Just a minute, I am getting this rabbit out of here”. I saw him digging under the stone fence and then suddenly he pulled by the ears, this huge grey rabbit from the dirt and rocks. I woke up from this dream, wondering the meaning of such dream.

Taking in account my understanding and the various meanings I have found in the internet about the underlined symbols of my dream, here is what I think the dream is about:

Despite the tight relationship between my friend and I, we both have similar life paths and goals. At this moment, I am dealing with my spirituality or spiritual growth while fixing things at the unconscious levels. Being in the left side of the path and besides a tall green tree, to me it represents the receiving part or looking for instructions/learning. On the other hand, seeing my friend in the right side of the path, it give the impression of him “giving” all his attention in obtain his goals and desires.

For me seeing the rabbit hole and putting my hand through it, touching nothing but fur, it gave me a sense of fear of what I was touching and despite I got the sense of what it was, I was still asked for a flashlight. This to me represents the latent fear of the unknown and my constant habit to analyzed things before I am get into it.

When it comes to spirituality, you have to trust what you sense, otherwise you get stuck in the analyzing part of it.

My friend was digging into the dirt like his life depended on it, obviously his desire is to get himself out from the situation he is in and finding the rabbit shows a good omen of what is to come. I remembered, seeing him crying of happiness in having this huge rabbit in his hands and how carefully he clean the dirt and rocks from the animal while showing it to me.

Perhaps, this dream is an omen of things to come for both of us, perhaps a teaching lesson for me. Time will tell about our fate and I am grateful to have this dream, as I remembered asking spirit the night before, of what it will become of both of us in the future?

Dream Symbols Meanings:


Hill: To climb one indicates honor and distinction to come.

A hill might become an obstacle that you have to overcome in walking life. http://www.dreamsleep.net/dream-meaning-dictionary-hill.html

To dream of climbing up a hill or mountain and reaching the top, you will overcome the most formidable obstacles between you and a prosperous future; but if you should fail to reach the top, your dearest plans will suffer being wrecked. http://www.experiencefestival.com/a/Climbing/id/235106

Tree: Green trees foretell realized hopes and desires fulfilled.

A tree in a dream can symbolize spiritual growth, a reaching for the heavens, or it may represent a growth in maturity, or it may even be symbolic of growth in grounding one's self firmly in one's life. http://www.bellaonline.com/articles/art35707.asp

Stones: Many confusions and failures

To see stones in your dreams, foretells numberless perplexities and failures. To walk among rocks, or stones, omens that an un even and rough pathway will be yours for at least a while. Small stones or pebbles, implies that little worries and vexations will irritate you. http://www.dreamsmeaning.org/2010/01/stone.html

Walls: Facing obstacles or detours

Any type of walls in your dream indicate a formality and that you need to control yourself in some way. A stone wall represents some obstacle that you need to overcome in order to be successful. http://www.auntyflo.com/dream-dictionary/walls-and-fences

Hole: You will soon be facing a long journey

A hole in the ground symbolizes an obstacle that you must avoid to achieve success at something in real life. It can also mean that you feel someone is hiding things from you. Rabbit Hole: If you dreamed of seeing a rabbit hole in the ground, this symbolizes hidden aspects of your waking activities. http://www.myjellybean.com/dream-dictionary/dream-dictionary-hole-hot-tub/pdf

Tunnels: Worries to come
Tunnels: You're accessing or dealing with issues that exist in your subconscious mind. http://www.mydreamvisions.com/dreamdictionary/symbol/987/

Fur: Detonates prosperity and many varied interest.

A dream featuring fur represents prosperity and good luck in money matters. The dream may also be symbolic of your animalistic and instinctual nature. http://www.myjellybean.com/dream-dictionary/dream-dictionary-friends-future

Rabbit: Business gains and happiness in love and in family life.

To dream of rabbits, foretells favorable turns in conditions, and you will be more pleased with your gains than formerly. http://dreaminterpretationsguide.com/dreamdictionary/r/?action=results&poll_ident=4

Seeing a rabbit in your dream, foretells of luck, magic and of a favorable turn of events and a positive outlook in your future endeavors. Alternatively, rabbits symbolize your sexual activity. http://www.hyperdictionary.com/dream/rabbits

Dirt: Could represent your state of mind or a situation from your daily life.

It could symbolize a relationship, a business venture, or any other part of your life where you or someone else has been less than honest and honorable. Dreaming about soil and the earth usually symbolizes fertility and the potential to grow. Rich soil may be an indication that the time is right for work and new beginnings. http://www.experiencefestival.com/a/Meaning_of_Dreams_about_Dirt_Earth/id/241698

Love and Light Everyone!

Receiving Warnings Through Dreams

At one point or another we all have experiencing dreams that somehow become a reality in the most odd ways. I want to tell you about the past two dreams I have experienced at the beginning of this month of April, as I know will mark very significant events in my life.

My life have turn in the most amazing ways lately, but having dreams that helped me through the path, it sure make life more interesting indeed.

On Saturday April 2nd, I had this vivid dream of being abandoned in a hotel room. As I was trying to make sense of it while still in dream state, I started to open doors in the hotel room. The doors seems to increase in numbers and the more I open doors, the more items were coming out from it.

These items were stuffs I left behind in my last residence. I even saw stuffs that I personally put in the trash or gave away before my departure. I was getting desperate in the dream, trying to make sense of it. I looked around and then saw this note written by my ex, in which he was saying in one sentence that he was giving up and that he is setting me free.

I woke up from this dream wondering what in the world this might means….sure enough the following day, I received an email from my ex, with just one sentence “giving up on the relationship and wishing me well with the rest of my life”.

Could this dream be a warning of the next day event? I am sure that somehow it was, although I still trying to figure out of why from all the doors I opened.. I saw nothing but what I left behind.

    On Saturday April 9th, another vivid dream came about. However, on this dream I saw the house where I have been living for the past 100 days. I saw myself in a hurry to rush out from the steps of the house. Once I stepped out, I looked back at the house and noticed that huge sink holes were forming around the foundation of the house.  I counted about five of them around the porch section of the house. There were not too deep but very noticeable as they were wrecking the panels of the house as well.

I was disturb by the dream, because it sure felt like a warning of mega proportions but somehow I didn’t resonate with it, perhaps because it was not my house.

The following Thursday, I got the approval to move into a transitional housing for Veterans on the other side of the state I am in. This was an important deal I was waiting for, as I was about to loose my actual residence somehow. They wanted for me to move in as soon as possible and the date of Sunday April 17th came about as moving date.

On the day before the moving date, I came into the house to pick up all my belongings, I felt a strange sense of urgency as it felt in my dream. All my focus was in getting out of the house as soon as possible. I loaded all my stuffs in my friend’s car and left toward my new location. The sense of urgency in getting out of the house, left me as I put several miles of distance between us…

I am already at my new location, the future seems to be more clear for me at this point.  I now feel safe and in deep peace somehow.

At this point, I believe the warning of this dream was to acknowledge me to leave as soon as possible, as the people of the house I was in, are about to face some problems. I tried to tell my friend about it, but she kept saying that the dream is about me not her. I am sure time will tell on this dream as I know its development its coming for sure.

Love and Light Everyone!

My Scorpion Dream

       I am sure soon or later we all have dreams where hideous critters are present, like spiders, roaches, ants, etc. However in my case it was a huge Emperor Black Scorpion.

In my dream, I was coming out from a room, where I opened a huge brown door leading into a hallway, full of more brown doors, like a school hallway. I was wearing a light blue cardigan shirt with a brown skirt when I felt something crawling on my back below my right shoulder blade.


        When I reached out for it and touched it, felt hard and it moved. I look into a mirror that was in the hallway and to my surprise there was this huge black Emperor scorpion. I tried to get it off from me but it kept moving down far from reach. I saw a woman in the hallway from which I asked help, but as she approached, the scorpion was getting huge and ready to sting who ever approach. I woke up with my arm still trying to reach out for this critter.


During this dream, I was not scare or have any negative emotions within me, I was more amused by this critter's behavior. Through my search on the Internet about scorpions in dreams, I was amaze by the grant amount of information about them. However, still to see what exactly this scorpion means in my dream.

The information I got about "Scorpions" from friends as well from few sites online, is as follow:

~~Scorpions have a link to fire and earth.  Emperor Scorpion even more powerful. 

~~They can represent death and rebirth from a situation in one's life. 

~~ Death can be viewed as the end of a phase, and the beginning of another.

~~Scorpion is transformation. They are extrasensory creatures. They are totems to people being taught psychometric. This is not a negative totem. 

~~The Fierce Scorpion as a Totem possesses the following virtues:
Metamorphosis, openness to change, mystery, independence, self-protection, endurance, ferocity, self-possession, fearlessness, power of passion, masterful presence, magnetic personality, determination, personal intensity, willpower, tenacity, forcefulness, tranquility and dignity. 

~~From Dream Moods  To see a scorpion in your dream, represents a situation in your waking life which may be painful or hurtful. It is also indicative of destructive feelings, "stinging" remarks, bitter words and/or negative thoughts being expressed by or aimed against you. You may be on a self-destructive and self-defeating path. The scorpion is also a symbol of death and rebirth. You need to get rid of the old and make room for something new. Alternatively, the scorpion represents a person who is born under the astrological sign for Scorpio.To see scorpions floating in water, suggest that you need to let go of some pain and learn to accept the situation.  You may be going through the three-step process of denial, acceptance, and finally moving on.

~~From Find Your Fate   To dream of a scorpion foretells that false friends shall try to undermine your prosperity.


~~From Spirit Community  Dreaming about a scorpion may be symbolic of something in your environment which is hurtful, dangerous, and "stinging". It may represent bitter words and very negative attitudes. Superstition based dream interpretation books say that a scorpion may constitute a warning. It further states that if the scorpion in your dream bit you, you will overcome your problems. However, if you killed the scorpion, be exceptionally careful around people that are not your friends, or are false friends. Some believe that the scorpion is a symbol of transformation. 


Love and Light Everyone! :) 

Yellow Snakes in My Dream....

       I am sure everyone have dreams where snakes are present, however I passionately dislike snakes. It's being a long time since I have dream involving snakes but the dream of last night was quite different than others, due to the fact that I managed to control the snakes.

       In my weird dream... I saw this man inside a cage struggling with two giant yellow snakes. The snakes were entwined together while the man was holding both snakes by their heads. He was calling me to help him out..I went inside the cage and graped one of the snakes by the head, while it's body was trying to wrapped my legs. I took the head of the second snake from the man's hands and somehow, I managed to talk to both snakes and created some kind of energy that put them apart..both snakes ended up in different sides of the cage, looking at each other while I was in the middle.



I was standing in the middle of this cage with my hands up like holding the snakes with an invisible energy, but without touching them. I then looked and yelled at the man, telling him to get out of the cage and look for more help. When I looked up for the two snakes, they multiplied into 5 snakes, all around the cage. I sure hate snakes but I was not afraid in this dream at all.

Snakes in dreams generally symbolize: messengers, rebirth, resurrection, initiation and wisdom, but I have another view from it. Trying to make sense of this dream, all I can think of, was about two choices that I have to do with my life, coming these next two month. I have two choices that are tangle or relate with each other, in either stay in a job that I hate and suffer the consequence of injustice or quit the job and suffer the consequences of starting over. It appears to me, that by learning to control or acknowledge it, it multiplied in more choices. The cage represent my on-going situation, in which I am stuck looking my surrounding through the cage's bars. In the dream I have a choice as well in reality. I can either continue in apathy and ignore it or jump into it and take control. The man can be my spouse since this situation also affect him, but he leaving the cage, shows that this situation becomes my own to deal with.

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Looking more into snakes, for Native Americans, the snake is a symbol of transformation and healing. To Meso-American societies, represented their greatest god and hero, Quetzalcoatl. In Greece the snake was symbol of alchemy and healing. An example of that was the god Hermer, who carried a staff with two snakes entwined into it. In India the goddess Vinata was the mother of snakes and a symbol of water and the underworld. In Eastern traditions, the serpent or snakes symbolize the sexual and creative life force within humans. Also snakes are relate with the Kundalini which is relates with the spine, which in turn activates the energy centers in the body and mind, known as chakras. In Chinese astrology, those born under the snake sign, have qualities of compassion, clairvoyance and charm. In Egypt, signified wisdom, understanding as well death and rebirth.

Every time a snake is in a dream, one can expect death and rebirth to occur in some area of one's life, that can be into new powers of creativity and wisdom. It can also be a change in conditions and a quick shift movements to one's life.

Meanings of the color yellow: breaking mental blocks, mental force, clarity, perception, understanding, wisdom, dishonesty, betrayal, jealousy, covetousness, deceit, disease, weakness, caution, cowardice, follower, curiosity, mellowness, desire to improve, action, idealism, optimism, imagination, hope, uncertainty, restlessness, glory, enlightenment.

To see more about the meaning of the color of yellow, read Meanings of Colors by Sobrietystones

My dream is just a glance of whats coming soon and I will have to choose, which at this moment everything feels uncertain and scary.. but I know deep inside that since I was taken care of all my life, I know God will take care of me again.. :)

Love and Light Everyone!

Dreams: Strange Box With Turquoise Writing and The Electricity Thieves

Vivid Dreams July 21th, 2010

Yesterday Afternoon, I was feeling tire after a busy day, so I went to take a nap in the afternoon hours. I slept maybe for about 3 hours and the funny thing about it, is that I felt like I never slept but wondered around the house the whole time. In one of those wonderings, I saw myself going to the front door and found a small cardboard box taped in the wall with light yellow tape. From this box, there was a white pamphlet attached with a white cord. The pamphlet was of the size of regular typing paper, with bright turquoise letters on it. I was excited since I ordered recently an Orgone Energy pedant and thought that this package was it. I do not recall anything of the message in the pamphlet but I do remember was of spiritual source. I went inside the house with it and woke up from the dream thinking about the box. I could not make up if I was dreaming or not, since I kept thinking that there was such box. I even went to the front door to check for it, but nothing. I felt sad for not having such box with me, despite I never saw what was inside neither was able to read the paper attached to it.

In the evening, I went to bed around 11:30PM and have two dreams, from the first one I woke up around 3:45am and all I remember from it was meeting someone that wanted to show me something, but I do not recall anything else from the dream. I went back to sleep and then I dreamed about my second dream.

     I found myself in my grandfather’s house when I saw this white man, young looking mid 30s, wearing a uniform and carrying a pen and pad with him, walking in front of the house. I asked a person from inside the house where I was at, of who he was and was told that he is from the electric company checking houses.

     I saw him kind of lost and asked him what he wants and he said, “I came to check the wiring of the house since I am being told that some of these houses are stealing electricity from the electrical poles, without paying”. I told him to go ahead and check the wiring. He left and came back to me and asked me, “are you sure this house is not taking electricity from another one?”  and I told him no. He asked again and I looked at him and told him, I swear to you that we are not taking electricity from other source but from the electric company.

He smiled at me and said, “I see that you swear on this but wonder why you don’t swear in God’s name as you usually do”. I took a deep look at him and told him “I don’t have to use God’s name for this but if it’s a matter to convince in base of what I know, I swear to God that this house is not taking electricity other than from the electric company.

He smiled at me and said, “Very well, I still need to find that house, do you know of any house in this neighborhood that might be stealing electricity?”. I pointed to an old house that used to be from an old friend of the family and I knew the woman during my childhood. The house was abandon after her death and some people came to fix the house, but in the mean time they were taking electricity from another house through an extension cord.

I went with him towards the house inside a metallic blue car . Before we attempt to get out of the car, it started to rain hard on us as if the sky opened and pour down, making impossible to get out of the car. This man kept looking at me while smiling softly, kind of making me uncomfortable. Suddenly, my mother in law with two more females came by the door of the car, under a huge umbrella, asking if we were ok. I told her yes, that we were just waiting for the rain to stop so we can get out and check the house. She left and I remain with this fellow in the car when he asked me if I have anything to do on Saturday, suggesting having a cup of coffee. I looked at him, wondering if he realized that I am already marry, that I don’t need this. I smiled, and woke up from the dream.

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I still trying to figure out these dreams.

On the first one, I feel like is something about to come for me at spiritual level, however on the second one, I felt like it was some kind of testing.

It is curious that in both dreams I was in a house, mine or related with me. Both dreams, it has to do with attachments of some sort, like the package with the attached note or the house attached to another house through electricity. I have the strong impression that the house was either spiritual or dealing with the brain due to the wiring.

Now, wondering about the old friend of the family whose house was stealing electricity, it made me wonder, if this is an important part of my childhood? What I remember from that old woman is that my dad was fun of her; she was like 40 years older than him, but still my mother was jealous of her without my comprehension. Every time we visited her, I was there and all I knew about her, was that she was an old girlfriend of my grandfather later in his life. I know the rain is about emotions, but can’t figure out of the presence of my mother in law in my dream as well who was really the man from the electric company and why this fellow ask me out for a coffee. This could be something future or perhaps with more deeper meaning, but time will tell. :)

Love and Light Everyone!

Spirit Encounter: Meeting a Schoolmate

May 27th, 2010

         Yesterday afternoon, I lay down in my bed, since for some reason my stomach was not setting right, I might slept for about 2.5 hours and woke up with a mega headache from hell. All the right side of my head was hurting and up to the neck and back of the head and my ring in the ears was worst. Honestly there was no reason for such headache. Don't know what was that about, it took me a while to find balance and move around the house. I continued doing my chores around the house until bed time, around 10:45pm

        While on bed, I attempt to meditate but Dixie my cat, kept meowing around the bed, to the point to make me got up. However, it was nothing to it, she only wanted the closet door to be open for her to investigate it, still don't know why, it most be a cat’s thing LOL.

Finally made it to bed, the ringing in my ears was getting louder. I grounded myself and visualized around me my usual protection cocoon, started to clear my chakras and open my heart to connect with the grid. I talked first with Shiva my totem animal, then with my main guide, a Mayan indian I call Seth, then with Patricia and I even saw the oriental guy dressing like a Buddhist in red rope who I called Lee. I told them, that I wanted to be ease into getting to see, hear and talk to spirits like it was during my younger years before I shot down the gift; that is time for me to re-learn to do so, in order to help them and help the living as well, but that I wanted Seth to be who control who comes by.

I might doze off during this meditation and somehow I found myself walking into my living room. There I found this man, in his late thirties, medium built, with olive skin and yet black hair, seating in my loveseat. He looked very familiar like someone I met in school long time ago. However, I find out that he was the spirit of a schoolmate of mine original from Dominic Republic, who I met during high school back in 1979-80, while living in Lawrence, Massachusetts.

He was very kind, timid and smiling and I sat beside him in the loveseat of my living room. He said to me among everything he said, that to see spirit I don't have to tense up my body in bed to force out of body experience, that with just the intent and thought was enough. He said fewer things that I wish to remember now.

The funny thing was that during our whole conversation, I felt someone behind me at all times listening. Didn't felt bad but like it was part of the encounter, so I am assuming was main spirit guide Seth, to monitor this spirit encounter.

I do remember turning towards this schoolmate that if I am not wrong he said his name was Dionisio or Ernesto.  I asked him if it was true that he had a crush on me while we were in school. He felt kind of embarrassed about it and smile without looking at me and said, “Yes I did, but you never paid attention to me and I knew you didn't like me that way anyway”. I smiled at him and told him that we can still be good friends as we always were. He looked at me and smiled while his eyes water with tears. I felt he needed someone familiar to talk to and that is why he have been hanging around among the living. From what I learned from him, he died in USA during a car accident in his 30s and he have being among the living without crossing over, as he said he is not ready for it yet.  After this, I don't remember leaving the living room, just woke up in the morning with my right arm in a lot of pain and my eyes looks like I didn't have any sleep how so ever, like I have been talking all night long.

We never choose the spirit we want to talk to, they choose us for any reasons beyond our comprehension.

It's funny how this came about, since I have a talk prior with my guides.  Don't know why it happened to be the spirit of an old school mate of mine, maybe because he doesn't look like he crossed over and needed help. I didn't see in him, the inner light I see in crossed over spirits, he just looked like a normal human being.  Honestly, I was expecting to see family, but the truth is that we can’t choose who we see in the other side of the veil. It’s obvious that spirits like living people, come to us for reasons beyond our expectations or comprehension, to learn from us or for us to learn from them.

Now the question for me to figure out is, “It this was a vivid dream as many of mine or it happened for real?... I know I am doubting the reality of it, but being aware of going to bed wanting this and happening, might be a trick of the mind itself, who knows….

I only sense that this might the first encounter of many….time will tell! :)

 

Love and Light Everyone!

Somewhere and No where

Vivid Dream May 11th, 2010

           After a very tiring day helping my husband moving his business to another location, I must say that I was exhausted and at the same time unease while on bed of how tire I was.  I remember praying to God, but instead of asking the usual, I just surrender and told him “Show me what I need to know, because I have no clue and neither expectations of what could be next. I am just going to allow you to be just who you are”.   I was not expecting much of the night, because usually when I go to bed real tire, I ended up having nightmares instead of dreams.

However, this vivid dream became like the Groundhog Day movie almost at the end of it.

I was somewhere and no where at the same time, because I have no clue where I was. The whole dream or dreams started with me driving a car through a corn field ready to be harvest, and at the end of the road, there was a tall metal fence showing a refinery alone with an entire city, behind it. The fence was locked and as I look left and right of the fence, there were mud roads on both sides, while the fence seems of no end. I wanted to go through the fence, but I saw it more impossible then possible, so I drove back through the fields and got into this small town.

While driving, I kept stopping and asking people where is the exit to the main road, however they kept giving me the wrong directions while keeping me going in circles around the town. I remember getting out of the car, and trying  to get into a gather of people up on a hill, under a huge tree. I hiked a green lime rock to get to them, while holding a yellow carnation in my mouth. This time, they pointed me  towards an old building with different levels, with old adobe walls painted in white and thick wooden windows and doors.

I entered the building and as I kept going through its hallways and rooms, I noticed water dripping from the walls. I look through the windows but there was nothing but blue sky, no scenery or sign of grounds howsoever.  I started to get desperate, because I felt like the starting point seems to be the same, no matter in what direction I moved through this building. I stopped and started to think that there most be a meaning through this and perhaps finding that meaning I can find the way out. I woke up when I opened a door and there  was bright light through blue skies. I stayed in bed for few minutes trying to make sense of where I was, I got up for a minute towards the bathroom and return back to bed. Then I fall asleep briefly, when all I saw was this huge book opened up in from of me and my eyes were taken to one sentence. Which was saying “Use self-hypnotism to start up, motivate and take procrastination away”.  I quickly woke up from this dream, wondering what the heck was that about.

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For I gather from this dream, the corn fields represents the field of life or field of experiences, it was the vast knowledge accumulated and ready to be harvest, but at the end was showing 3 choices. Either find the way into the city or keep going left and right with no end of the road.  Instead of seeing possible for me to go into the city, I saw it impossible at first sight and rather turn back where I came from. Doing so was not a good choice, since through the dream everyone I was meeting in my path was giving me wrong directions, turning over and over to the starting point. Looking at this through my life, I can see clearly that I have done bad choices, trusting people that didn’t know what they want in their own lives but willing to give opinion and advice about mine, based on their own fate.

Going up through the green lime rock, I associated it with healing through rough times and although making it to the top while holding a yellow carnation representing Divine protection, I still asked others the way out of the town, instead of seeking it within myself.

They sent me to the old house which represent my own life and soul, they allowed me to see myself from the inside, as well showing me that the outside of my life there is a vast sky with no limits. It’s up to me, to either jump out or walk out from my old me, to a space without limitations. It’s like the whole dream is asking me to go back and change from inside out and stop limiting myself. As well asking to stop asking others for directions because the answers were inside me to begin with. In the dream, I have everything to be into that new city beyond the fence, but the limitations I put to myself at times, made me going in circles, doing wrong choices and meeting/listening the wrong people. It’s time to walk out of the door of my old life, into a new life where there is no impossible and no more tears.

The second dream about the book, was no so much about hypnotism, but more about get off my butt, motivate myself and stop procrastinating. Now, these things I must say is the main ones stopping me from going further and from which I need to work with first.

Love and Light Everyone! :)

What Dreams Are Made Of..??

      We all have dreams, even if you think that you never dream, you are actually doing it all the time and in every moment your body goes into physical sleep stage.

Some dreams can be profound, prophetic or just pure nightmares. All dreams are full of symbols, words, people and situations. Some dreams can be so vivid that even after waking up, your physical feelings is like still being in the dream.

In dreams is where our souls wonder, work with others as well learn to enhance itself. However, the intention for this blog’s post,  is not for you to see the prophetic or symbolic side of a dream, but for you to see dreams as an extension of you, see it as a mirror of  your soul as an individual.

What we see in our dreams is part of our soul, as we are in that precise moment.

No matter what you see in your dreams, the entire dream represents you as a being. Even the people you met in your dreams are extension of you as a soul, they are YOU.  After all, the soul has many layers as well many extension of itself within this plane and other planes away from this earth. Dreams are just a mirror of your soul and you should look at it as learning tool instead of running around wondering,  if seeing someone dying in your dreams is a premonition.

Do not get me wrong, recurrent dreams can be premonitions, as well it can be just a message from your soul to you as an individual through an ongoing situation. 

I just started to see dreams as I exposed here, as a mirror of my own soul. I have dreams in which I met people from whom I have never encountered before, either male or female and with such attitude from I haven’t experience before. Most of the time I just saw it as just a dream, but from the moment I saw those people as me, believe me it changed the entire meaning of the dream. It showed things about me that I have thought about it and never acted upon it, as well behavior I wished I have during a real situation.

Little by little, I started to see myself in new ways I haven’t before. I started to learn things about me that I didn’t see through my ignorance and stubbornness, some disgusted, questioned, as well likable behavior. Looking at the whole picture, I started to wonder “ok, if that me, what should I do to change what I don’t like in this dream about me?”

First of all, the main thing to keep in mind, is that even through dreams or thoughts, we can attract positive or negative as well making the dream to be part of the reality in which we consider ourselves as awake. To accomplish this, I stopped thinking about the dream as just a dream, and analyzed my feelings as well other’s feelings through the dream, because everything and everyone was ME. Next, I started to observe the scene of the dream and wonder why the scene in most cases don’t match with what’s going on in the dream, realizing that the scene was as how I felt about me as well the ongoing situation in my life before having the dream.

In the symbols of the dream, I also used my first impression, the first thing that comes to mind, because that first thing, is mostly Universal Knowledge or Intuition and the true answers of questions. I have discovered that we can be more smarted than we think we are, because we all connect to that Universal knowledge. Finding about myself through my dreams, its like stepped out of the box and contemplated the box from the outside as well contemplated the scene where the box was set up, allowing me to learn more.

Online, you can find thousands of books about dreams and its meanings, as every year someone come out with a book in such genre. However, all the answers to your questions about dreams are within you, without needing a book or someone to interpret the dream for you. After reading my findings through this blog, challenge yourself  and analyze your dreams not just as a dream but as a mirror of your soul. Believe me, there is more about you, that you don’t know unless you learn to know yourself as you really are, and dreams is the best start………..

Love and Light Everyone! :) .

Dreaming of Being Inside a Prison Cell..

Vivid Dream ~April 22th, 2010

    I am very sure many of us have dreams of being inside gallows or prison cells, not necessary indicating what would be your fate but it sure can show a deep look at your present circumstances.

In this dream, I found myself in the most rough conditions a human being could ever being in a prison. The place was a mess, rusty cell bars, dark water dripping through walls and over the floors. Barely any light and a distinct smell of mold, rotten human flesh and death every where, while seeing roaches all around the walls and beds. The bunk beds were falling apart, some with mattresses while others with just card board on it.

I was sharing this huge prison cell with few other women, that walked around with no expression or doing any sounds. They all were wearing white dresses full of mold and dirt, almost turning into rags. Some of these women were bare footed while others their feet were so cover with black dirt, it couldn’t be distinguish any type of shoes. There were walking back and forth into this dark huge prison cell, like in almost catatonic state.

The whole dream felt like I was in a lower spiritual realm of the worst kind.

I was there looking at all this, feeling pity for all I was seeing but at the same time wondering why I was there. The thought of “I don’t belong here” came upon me, causing more distress in me. I felt shocking in my own tears, wondering what I have done to be in such place. Questioning if I was dreaming or died during my sleep and woke up into hell. The emotions through this dream are indescribable and sure beyond anything I have experience before. I wanted out of there and quick, thinking that is not my place to be at all.

I woke up from this awful dream, covered in sweat and my eyes still full of tears.  I looked around, finding myself back in my bed with my husband sound asleep besides me, while my two cats were in the bed looking at me without moving at all. Perhaps wondering where did I go and where I came from. I couldn’t sleep any more after this, it was 4:30am already, so I walked around the house for a while, making sure I was awake.

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This dream has taken me to check my emotions with my on going situation, before I went to bed the night before. I remembered that before I went to bed, I kept wondering why God spare my life during a car accident that took another woman’s life, this past April 13th. I felt full of grief, pity, sorrow and deep pain in my heart, trying to make sense of the whole ordeal. Little I knew, the same feelings must trigger the dream.

Looking deeper into the dream, the prison cell it was a creation of my subconscious through my emotions, it became a representation of how I have felt inside since the accident. All the women in the prison were mirrors of me and how I felt of my own condition. The feelings of shocking in my own tears came from the fears of others judging me without having a slight idea of what took place that day of the accident.

It’s like I put myself in that prison cell as well allowing others to push me deep inside of it. The thought of change came upon me, thinking that what was done is past, there is nothing I can do now to unchanged such tragedy. I have to choose on either walk out of that prison cell into freedom while cleaning myself inside out or stay in there until finally my mind and body is gone. I have always considered myself as a survivor and either awake or sleep-- feeling defeated by my emotions, is not my cup of tea at all. It just not acceptable.

Knowing the laws of attraction, the dream became a wake up call, to change these low vibration feelings and get heighten in spirit through positive thinking. I accomplish nothing by blaming others or myself for mistakes or accidents. The time to change and set myself free its a must to survive these ordeal. I must not give up while trying to cope with it. Staying strong and believing that God have bigger plans for me should be my motivation to survive, time will tell…….

Love and Light Everyone!