Dreaming of Black Bats

These scary creatures of the night from which many tales have been told from generations past. Some find them cute, others found them as pests of the night—but for others they are just a nightmare.

Bats in dreams have many meanings and purposes. Some to guide you, others to warm you of omen to come.

In this particular dream, I saw myself bringing food  (sweet potato pie) to this friend of mine at his house. As I approached the front door, I felt a foul smell that I couldn't make anything out of it. As soon as I opened the front door, I saw hundreds of black bats coming out like something spook them. Literally, I can say that they “came out as bats out of hell.”

Somehow, their escape didn't took me over, as they all skipped me—as I got some invisible shield  that they only can perceive. Through their escape, I can clearly hear their screaming sound that sent chills through my spine. I can smell their stench and felt their warm all around me. Suddenly, right after all the bats were out of the house—here comes my friend running out of the house. I saw him as I have never saw him before. This one was wearing a medium grey suit, with a hot pink shirt and black tie—he even cut his hair real short.

He was anxious and in a hurry—as I asked him where he was going; all it came out of his mouth was “I am late, I have to get out and do something, I have a job interview.”

He left me, standing there with the plate of food and drove in his black car, away from the house. I woke up in a sweat, wondering what that dream be about. I felt like it was an omen of some sort but couldn't figure out. I noticed that I was getting late for going to work myself. So I rushed around the house to get ready before heading to work and do my usual commute of one hour towards my job.

During my travel, I noticed that there was icy patches on the road and that the roads were not salted for the heavy commute of the morning. I took precautions, but they were not enough for what I experienced that morning. As I drove, I saw few cars in the ditches while police was trying to assist them. As I finally approach the big city, I was coming down a hill towards a bridge. Suddenly, I noticed a pile of cars crashing among each other due to the icy roads in front of a Harley Davidson Motorcycle Museum’s first entrance. I tried to slow down but it was too late for me, my car was sliding side to side and suddenly it went on spin, turning me over 3 times.

Finally, my auto stopped just feet from a high sidewalk. As I look up who might come to hit me next. I saw that all the cars after me, turned side ways avoiding me—it kind of reminded me the bats of my dream avoiding to crash on me. Ironically, my car stopped right in front of the Harley Davidson museum second entrance just feet from the original pile of cars in the first entrance. As my friend from the dream, he is a Harley mechanic and its fan of this museum as well. It was indeed a bad dream and a bad experience right after. Don’t know if the dream was warning me about the experience right after—or there is more to come with that dream….time will tell indeed.

The bats on dreams can have many meanings, to some they are source of wisdom, to others a warning or omen. Others see them as spiritual totems as others just see them as nasty rats with wings.

For some the bats means rebirth and initiation. Here is few links of what Bats in dreams might means.
Hope these help you to understand these creatures in your dreams.

http://sleepculture.com/bat-dream-interpretation-and-meaning/
http://www.whats-your-sign.com/animal-symbolism-bat.html
http://www.auntyflo.com/dream-dictionary/bat

Love and Light for all of you! Until next time…
Liz Figueroa

Electrocuted By Spirits?

June 5th, 2010

         I don't know what to make out of this experience, but felt the need to share this, for those that might have similar experience relate with “Sleep Paralysis” of “Energy Brain Download”. Last night, I went to bed to read one of many books I have started and never finish, due to procrastination. 

For some reason I noticed while reading my book, that compare with other times in which my mind wonder off as usual; this time I was very focus on the reading, despite the subject was not anything new.

I got tire of reading close to mid night, so I put the book away while hubby was still playing his computer games. I felt all the sudden sleepy while the ringing in my ears was getting louder than ever. I turn off the light and fall asleep on my belly, when shortly after I got awaken by what I consider an electric shock from hell.

Just imagine the subtle energy coming from one of those fancy electric balls going at higher voltage all over the body.

 

This experience became a flash back memory of when I was shot with the Taser gun while in training. I felt the current going from the top of my head down to my feet in a constant flow, tensing all my muscles. The sensation of it felt very strong, realizing that I was paralyzed and when I tried to see around, all I saw was the whole bedroom illuminated with bright white light. I was about to go in panic, when I  heard a soft woman's voice on my right ear saying, "Calm down, take a deep breath, let it be".

      For some reason, the strange soft voice sounded familiar and it calmed me down as I did what I was told. Right after, I felt this strong current dissipating from my body down to my feet. When it was over, I turn on the lights and looked at the clock, and it seems like I doze off for about 25 minutes, but this event felt like lasting a lot longer than that, giving me the impression of missing time.

I checked my body and didn’t felt any pain, neither burning sensation or saw any burn marks, and although my body felt vibrating at high rate, I was just fine, awake and aware.

I looked around the room to see if there was anything that could cause such experience, but I couldn’t find anything that could shed any logical explanation. I can't understand what happened, in the past I have what I call “Energy Brain Downloads, but on this night the experience was taken to an upper level indeed. However, it became more weird when I woke up in the morning. I got up from my bed, and my eyes were shaking without control, while having a weird pressure on my forehead, to the point to make me feel unbalance. When I tried to focus in one direction, it was like my pupils were looking through 3 lenses. I took several deep breath to get my sight to normal as I was trying to calm myself down. Right after my sight went to normal, this event left me with the question of  “What the heck is this about?” I am sure, I  have no idea at all. However, I feel like this experience is the prelude of something bigger, something beyond my comprehension at this moment.

Love and Light Everyone!

Got Psychic Sponges?

     No, this is not a “New Age” Advertisement!     This is about people, I have encountered and I call  “Psychic Sponges”. 

A Psychic Sponge, is a person that needs to be in constant “contact” with more advanced psychics, in order to obtain their energy and become psychics themselves. They do not take the energy from others, in obvious ways as Psychic Vampires do, they just take the leftover or residual energy discarded by the advanced psychic. They are often confused with groupies or psychic junkies, because they need to be constantly around psychics or people with ESP skills in a group setting.

They are not limited to extract energy from psychics alone, they can also become sponges from healers and mediums as well. Yes, they can heal people and see/hear spirits as well as a skillful healer/medium do. I mostly consider them as “Hypochondriacs on Steroids”.

You can find that 2 out of 5 people you know, can be psychic sponges---either on purpose or unaware of it.

You may wonder how can this be possible?  First, you have to understand that we ALL are energy, connected with each other, no matter the distance. When we interact with someone, we are sharing our aural/magnetic field with others on purpose or unconsciously of it.  This sharing can be subtle or strong, depending on the empathic level of the individuals involve.

For example; When a skillful psychic/medium tap on Energy Fields or Universal Knowledge to give a reading, after using that energy, will have to discard or dismiss the leftovers by sending it back to the source. During that release, that energy has part of the psychic/medium as well. Lets say that psychic/medium interact with the psychic sponge person after worth, more likely that left over energy that still linger around the psychic/medium will go through the psychic sponge person, making them seeing and sensing as they do even helping them to give a reading to others with the same skills, manners and energy of the skillful psychic/medium. Remember, energy can NOT be destroy, it travels as wave of sound and it will bounce in any obstacle it finds causing a ripple effect.

This type of sharing psychic energy is temporary, so the psychic sponge person will have to look for more in order to continue giving readings.

The typical “Psychic Sponge” is a “people’s person”, they need to be around people most of the time. They can be very emotional with heighten Egos and constantly bragging about their new found skills. They can become as good or bad healers/psychic/mediums depending of whom they are in constant interaction. They  doubt their own discernment and usually “Copycat”  who they admire.  Several of them can become emotional unstable, delusional or having mental problems. Others run with the new skills believing that it belongs to them and consequently start charging people  for psychic/medium readings or healing services.  The Psychic Sponges, doesn’t have a deep understanding of the skills they acquire through interaction with others. Is like “Oh, I can do this and do that, I am a psychic!….. I am going to make a living with this”.

The danger of being a psychic sponge, is that in the same way they can take leftover energy from advance people, they can also become open for unwanted attention from “Entities” or “Earthbound spirits”. Yes, they can also share others karma’s repercussions as well.

What can you do about them?

Understand that by allowing sharing, we allow others to be fill with what they lacking off---is like a “give and take” cycle with no end. There is nothing wrong by sharing your knowledge and skills---- but be ethical, respectful and professional about it.

If you know that you are going to be in a group of people in which might be a psychic sponge person, do the following:

• Cover yourself with Divine Light—set your boundaries! No one can enter and share your space unless you allow them.
• If you spot a psychic sponge person, avoid sharing your spiritual experiences with them and shield your aura’s energy while interacting.
• After a reading, command leftover energies to go direct to the Universe or source, before you interact with anyone.
• Separate your daily life from spiritual life when interacting with psychic sponges. Have in mind that spiritual awakening varies by individuals. Everyone have to seek their own connection with God as direct source of Divine Energy, not necessarily from other individuals.
• If you are good on teaching spiritual matters, teach these individual to understand what they are feeling through their own higher self. Learning to know what belongs to them and what is not, will be beneficial to them.
• Emphasized to these people, that everyone have their own style and interpretation of Divine communication….teach them to learn their own style, interpretation and Divine vocabulary alone with their own discernment.
• Above all, LOVE THEM as you LOVE YOURSELF--- because like you……..they are extension of God as well. :)

 

Love and Light Everyone!

Namaste! :)

Note: This post is based on my observations through daily interaction with people in group settings for the past years.

Spirits Asking for Attention, In the Most Odd Ways

       Last night, before I did my spiritual work.. I visualized a barrier around me, at first I did it with bricks.. making a box all around me with bricks, but then to enhanced it.. LOL.. I put stainless metal around it, reinforced with heavy duty rivets LOL I am laughing because I thought it was crazy, but the darn thing somehow works..

       Here I was inside my metal/brick box kind of dark and alone inside, I started to open my chakras, clean them and get some healing. As I was doing it, I keep saying "Only my spirit guides, and beings of light should be inside my box.. wondered or dark spirits should stay away". I did what I meant to do and kept the barrier asking spirit guides to help me to keep it up all night so I can have some sleep.


LOL I was unease pass midnight, I kept waking up by the sound of voices outside of my box..don't know if they were talking about me or my box but the "spirit whispering" was constant. I checked my box and saw it intact.. no holes or anything and kept my prayers on my beings of light. Fall to sleep again, when I heard someone in top of my box, banging the hell out of it, and with me inside.. can you imagine being inside a metal box and someone decided to bang the hell out of it? yeah.. its a bad yu-yu for real LOL

I looked up and saw this black man in his late 40s, wearing clothing from the 1930s or 40s, kind of reminded me of the cotton pickers of the era around here in Mississippi. He was wearing a white shirt, beige ripped pants and a dark tan hat. He kept banging, but didn't say anything, I guessed because I was ignoring him.. thinking that I need my sleep.. I place my request to spirit again and the banging stopped. I turned on my side and when felt asleep again.. from under my box, I heard a man's screaming his heart out on my left ear.. that sat me down on the bed, for real LOL

This time while inside my box I said "I want to sleep and recover from all this past week, please keep these wondered souls away from me so I can sleep"... I went back to sleep but the whispered continue until I didn't heard it any more..

Yeap, the visualization of the box works, but I guess I have to create some acoustic padding, in case someone else come and bang the hell out of it... LOL I am laughing now.. but I was kind of pissed off last night about this LOL .. I guess the new gift is "hearing spirits" all night long LOL .. darn!... can I have a balance among these gifts? LOL

Love ya'll :)

The Greys: Second Encounter of the Worst Kind….

   I have read comments from people… human beings actually, that claimed to be "The Greys" or incarnation of such. They are always against humanity or human condition by their negative attitude and words. I thought that they were full of crap and their subconscious was overly suggested by TV shows and events like "Roswell Crash". However, the experience for me was not pleasant at all and as well there is
"demonic entities" that can attach to humans, so can be "alien attachments" as well.

   This past February 16th, 2010, I woke up suddenly by one of these "grey" aliens. He was hovering over me, when he noticed that I was awake and looking at it. He immediately move in 90 degree angle toward the corner of my bed, stop and then move out of the room through the door. I never sensed it like a earthbound, spirit or dark entity but as a solid intelligent being. After all, through my experience with such, they never came this way.

 

This "grey" alien appeared like a blob of water approximately 5 feet tall, kind of reminded me of the transportation center of Star Trek when Capt.. Kurt, said beam me up Scotty, remember?  Was moving fast and felt solid. When he was hovering over me and lift up to move away, I felt my whole body going up with force to the point of end up sitting on the bed, watching this being. It was past mid night when it happened and I couldn’t sleep for the rest of the night, feeling he was still watching me.

 

 

The experience left me shock up for few days until the ultimate happened on the night of March 3rd, 2010. He was back and with an agenda of its own. I felt unease that night, thinking that something is bound to happen but didn’t know what. I tried not to lay on my back so hubby will stop waking me up by claiming that I snore, so I lay on my belly with my right arm out in another pillow. I must be half awake and asleep when I heard a voice saying, “This is why Commander Davidson declared the war”, I woke up from that dream, to realize that this being was in top of me, pinning me down to my bed. His skinny hand was holding my right arm against the bed and I tried to get loose from this being by trying to get up but despite the struggle, he over power me. I screamed but no one heard me, I asked God’s help, I called anyone that can listen to me during this fight with this alien being, but what ever this was… doesn’t have remorse or respect for God itself.

During the struggle, he put something IN me, on my back facing my heart. What ever it was, burnt the hell out of my back, felt like 3 hot rocks were placed on my back. The  heat sensation, felt on my spine from my upper back, up to the base of my neck. It was such, that I have to take off my pajama shirt to feel the cold air of the room on my back. I was shocked of such event, and I keep praying for God and trying to cover myself with light to avoid any other attacks. Next morning, I kept feeling I have something on my back behind my right shoulder blade and I asked hubby to check on me, but he didn’t find anything, not even burn marks of any kind.

After the event, I started to noticed that when I talked in the phone with friends about this event, the batteries of the phone die for no reason. Even when I chatted online about it, my PC was acting up. It came to the point, that what ever was on my body, was listening and trying to manipulated me somehow. Every time, I started to talk about it, my arms were getting numb and my spine from my upper torso,  up to the base of my neck , started to get freezing cold.

I knew then, that what I was experiencing was an “Alien Attachment”. If you think that only spirits and entities can attach to you, you better re-think this again!.. because "Alien attachment" is the worst kind.

How I got rid of it?……I placed 2 magnets on me, one on my back and the other on my heart and I went into battle with this being in the astral plane, alone with all the help I can find, including 3 light workers friends of mine. It was a battle that took must of the night and from which I don’t remember much, but my 3 friends remembered with vivid details. All I can tell you.. I no longer have or feel in me what ever they put on my back.

Alien Agenda: "The Greys" are running out of time and I know I am not the only one that have suffered this experience, there is more and more like it will happen, before the year is over. "The Greys" have one year left of freedom on trying human experimentation with our DNA, there will be no more of this as 2012 is approaching. It’s a race of good vs. evil, Dark vs light and the clock is ticking. You may found my story as crazy or as sign of an unbalance person, but I know that when you get your own experience with space aliens as "The Greys".. you will not think of in such way.  "The Greys" are after people that have awaken into spirituality, light workers and such are prime target.

Watch out!  You might be next………

The Concept of Constract or Construct Beings

       Our thoughts are not just thoughts.. they are forms of creation that like energy never die.. just travel, mutate and manifest into another realm.. but never die.

       Let me explain something to you all, and please open your mind to just the possibility of this concept.... I don't know how familiar any of you are with the concept of "Constract or Construct beings" but what we created in our minds can be manifested in another realm, since as I said before, energy never die, it just mutated or travel to another realms.. the same goes with thoughts or creations of our imagination or radio waves.


A constract is a being that we created with our minds.... with life and personality that we manipulate to our taste and choice through our imagination. Lets be more graphic.. as females sometimes we created in our minds the "Prince Charming" character, that will rescue us from our unhappiness and in our creation of him.. everything is perfect.. including the love making.. you know what I mean by this..

If you thought that the imaginary Prince Charming will go away as it goes away from your mind.. you better think again!.. you just created a being that will manifest in another realm... a being that if you last long creating it.. you also can give it... a soul and free will and mind of its own.. Don't see this as impossible.. believe in the possibility, remember energy never dies.. it mutate and manifest someplace else. Funny thing, is that some of this manifestation, sometimes are mistaken with earthbound spirits or psychic imprints.

In making a "constract being" takes part of your energy and inner self.. you literally make a clone of yourself as either male or female and with different looks and personalities. A lot of mystics said that by the end of times, be careful of your thoughts.. not only because others will be able to hear them, but because they can manifest.....

The "constract concept" gets more weird, people with negative thoughts can create constracts beings full of negative energy as well.. those too.. get a life of their own in another realms, and they learn from other constracts to get into our realms and attach from humans, because human energy is needed to continue their existent.

Now look at the possibility of us as humans, we were created to Gods like and image, some scriptures stated us as Gods, capable of create our own reality and have free will through our creations.. looking it at this point.. the concept of constracts.. is not impossible... we are creators.

The weirdest thing about this whole story is, that a relative of mine.. created a constract being that came to visit me while I was having an out of body experience. I have to say, we all have different skills when it comes to spirituality in which we are good at it, like Mediumship, telekineses and psychic skills.....In this case, she is good about creating beings.. I guess that is why she is constantly in surveillance by entities, and other spirit guides.. to learn from her and to control her creations.. because these creations can go out of hand for real.

This sound like a wild story to you.. but take time and think about it.. even put it onto your guides for guidance on this, and see what answers you get from it. I just don't discard it.. because I know thoughts and imagination can travel beyond our Universe and comprehension. It's just a possibility..

After all, nothing is impossible when it comes to creation.

Spirit Encounter: The man in the three-piece suit

February 22th, 2010


       I went to bed around 10:00pm or so and was some how restless without knowing of why. I was sleepy at first, after having a deep profound meditation with my friend Linda. I turn off the lights and somehow it was a cold night, so I was totally under the covers head to toes.

       Close to midnight, I felt someone standing beside my bed right by the lamp but what was very unusual was the brightness inside the bedroom, because I know I turn off the lights before went to bed. I peek under the covers thinking that might be hubby turning on the lights, but to my surprise is was not him. It was an older man hovering beside my bed, almost 3 feet above the floor. He was wearing a three-piece suit in different shades of blue, from navy to grey blue and in different textures of fabric almost like Rayon fabric because it shined.


Did not see his face and neither his feet, just his torso and by his pod belly; I assumed it was an older man. I could not take my eyes from his waist, since instead of a clock pocket with chain starting from his center button of his best to the side pocket; he had a military dog tag. I stared at it and somehow it got very close and all I remember seeing was the last four numbers on the dog tag. They either was 4256 or 4656, not quite sure now.

By the clothing of the man, I felt him of British origins and either from late 1800 or early 1900. He could not be any of my Puerto Rican relatives, because all the ones I know that are dead were deep in to the polyester era when it comes to dress up. Gosh, I hate those days LOL Anyway,I felt that this man’s spirit might be a relative of someone that I might know among my friends.

I was too tired and sleepy to deal or investigate this fellow, so I ignored him and called my spirit guides to set boundaries for me that I needed my sleep. Right after, the presence disappeared in thin air as it came alone with the cigar smell that he brought. I do not felt this fellow as being an earthbound spirit, he was too bright in light and his light came from inside of him. I did not felt threaten or scared by him in anyway either I was at peace. However, I think his visit was with a purpose of leaving me to figure it out.

December 21, 2009 7:30PM CST The First Wave is Coming!

       It's being a while since my last post on this blog, but this time I have an important announcement to tell everyone. Lately, we all have experienced some energy flows in which somehow have shaken our beliefs, views or way of life. These energies flow are coming as part of the star alignment that will finally take place on December 21Th, 2012.

       In the past month of so, there have been a high scale of bad things going on around the world, as well around us and within us. The emotions are rising, more people are experience anger, sorrow and emotions that they can't explain of why, but they are living it everyday. It's like everything goes wrong without our control and become part of our surroundings and behavior. More people are being diagnosed with mental diseases and more stress.

All this, is result of cosmic waves. It happen without you realizing it, just as the moon phases change our behavior, ocean waves and crop growing, so it's these cosmic waves that are coming from further places than our moon or sun. This first wave of cosmic energy will be significant for everyone that is sensitive to energy flows. So significant that it will be at grand scale, it will be global. It will be so important that might create news media on NBC news channels and so forth. After this December 21th, 2009 come to pass, it will be the talk of many psychics, sensitives and minds alike.

What to expect on December 21th, 2009? Whether you are sensitive or not to cosmic wave, this energy flow can create strong headaches similar or worth than migraine, dizziness, blur vision, inner ear pain as well pain right between your eyebrows, body unbalance or shifting, hallucination, visions and neurological problems. Can heighten any feelings at the moment of the wave from anger to peacefulness. This wave can create temporary insanity, some won't be able to tolerate it and expect global suicides or people going mad.

According to some psychics, this significant First Wave will be felt around 7:30PM Central Standard Time on December 21th, 2009.

How can you be ready for it? First of all on this day, try by all means of not be outside the house and nerveless be driving. Stay away from electronics devices if you can. Stay calm, don't resist this wave because doing so will be painful. Stay in meditation or prayer and in a positive attitude during this day.

For those that are already on spiritual path, this might become a very profound experience. For those that just started on spiritual path, this will become a big jump start on psychic abilities. Just stay calm and don't resit it.. it's coming and there is nothing we can do about it.

This blog post was not made with the intention to scare you, but to prepare you for what is to come, which is the beginning of preparation for 2012 on human evolution. It will be interesting to see what will be your experience if any, during and after December 21th, 2009. Feel welcome to post your experience below this post. I am very sure there will be similar post to this before or after December 21th, 2009.

Many Blessings for each one of you!

My Love for all of you..

Liz

The Spirits Voices: Spirit Attack

       July 21, 2009

Dream: I was in this house where there were children playing with a small record disc player. The devices for some reason activate a portal of energy, making these children turn into beings of light. They flew away and crossed among people on the streets filling them with love. I came near the device and sat right beside it. I started to feel the energy emerging from this constriction and somehow it did something to me.



       I got up thinking that it will disintegrate my body as it did for the children but the funny thing was that I started to hear voices, loud and clear from spirits. At that point, I don’t know if I was still in the dream or it was real. I heard 3 voices at the time, two females and one male. The male was sarcastic to the point that made me think that he might be an earthbound spirit. He was saying “I know you can see me, now you can hear me loud and clear, since you asked for, I am not going anywhere until you hear everything I have to say and you better get used to, your life will change because of it, I can become your worst nightmare”.

The fact that I can hear them came so annoying that I started to pray to God to only allow good spirits to talk, to keep bad ones away and the voices stopped. I woke up at 8:26am from this dream and still wonder if this was a dream, or just a trick of my imagination. My left ear is ringing real badly like someone scream into my ear all night long. I really don’t know what to make out of this dream.

The following days, I felt drain of energy for no given reason and my feet were dragging with no apparent illness. I felt like someone was on top of me the whole time but I ignore the signs of spirit attachment and continue my daily work routine.

Three days later: The unthinkable just happen to me and somehow its related with this dream from which I am not quite sure now if it was a dream after all…….

I went to a new place from which we were expect to expend the night, until we can move to another location the following day. On this place there is nothing but large tents and there was barely any light between these. We found the tent in which will we expend the night but found it locked. While the other girls went to look for someone to open it. I tried to go around the tent to find the other end, to see if this one was open. I can see the ropes besides the tent despite of the lack of lights around it. I walked away from the ropes to avoid them, but I felt two man’s hands on my back, pushing me at high speed towards the ground. I went down on my face so fast, it didn’t give me time to place my hands on the ground to absorb the impact.

In this accident, I was lucky to survive it, I went down on a long piece of wood that ended up between my jaw and my neck. A couple inches more and it would broke it or it would go through my throat. I stayed on the ground semi-unconscious wondering, if I was dead or alive. I heard people’s voices very far away calling me. I stood up and when touched my face, I noticed that I was bleeding from the side of my nose and my face was burning. The curious thing was that despite all the damage that was on my face and neck, I felt my back burning as well. Everyone was far away from me, there was no one around but me in that area.

I went to sleep in deep pain and prayed to God that I survived this ordeal, all night was wondering what the heck just happened to me. The next day, I went to the same place to see where I fail and there is nothing around that could possible made me trip over the wood stick. I came to the conclusion, that what took place was nothing but spirit attack, the question is from who then and the first thing it popped on my mind was the dream of the voices where I heard that man saying that he will become my worst nightmare. I never believe about spirit attacks but, I guess there always a first time for everything and this one was a wake up call for sure.

I ignored this spirit during the dream and in his madness, and desperation to be heard, he attacked me trying to call my attention for help. I ended up calling my friend in UK, to see if somehow we could help this confuse soul to get into the light so he can move on. It took lots of energy and talk, to make this spirit understand his state as dead and to convince him into getting into the light. Funny thing was that after he left into the light, I no longer felt the heaviness of before and felt at peace within myself again.

What I learn from this? ……don’t ignore spirits no matter their nature, some of them don’t know how to ask for help. Spirits do attach themselves to people for any given reason or in any given place, including Iraq--and they can attack when less you expect it. :)

2012: Experiencing The End of The World?

The Concept of Soul Group: Born and Dying As A Group

       In New Age groups as well Metaphysical groups, there is a theory or believe that we all choose our lives before we come to Earth to live a human experience, likewise when we die--we could die as an individual or died in a group of individuals...remember is your choice.


       You made say "I didn't choose to be abuse by husband, parents, etc." "Why should I choose such a terrible life or death?" The truth of the matter is that we decide our fate in the name of learning, we born, we grow, we learn, we die either as individual or as a group. However, if you don't believe this concept, then you can do like everyone else does...blame it on God's will or the devil itself, its up to you...either way from your upbringing to your death or the death of others...you learn something whether you like it or not. You could learn forgiveness, love, compassion as well hate and resentment. What you do with that learning, its up to you and between you and God, if you believe in him.

I am writing this after seeing the news today in which it trigger my thoughts on agreeing into dying as a group. Here are the news, all happened in one day and at this point March 11, 2009 is not over yet:

German shooting death toll reaches 16

A gunman has gone on the rampage in Germany and shot dead at least 15 people before being killed himself. Read more here














Gunman kills 9 in Alabama rampage

At least four other people, including a child, were injured in the rampage which took place across two counties in rural southern Alabama. Read more here.









Baghdad suicide blast kills dozens

A suicide bomber has killed 33 people and wounded another 52 at a market in the Iraqi capital Baghdad. Read more here

If we look at these death from the Bible's point, we might say we are living the end of times, in which the blood of innocents will run through the streets. However, at this point I want you to reconsider of why we choose to live and die in such ways... are you learning something so far?

The Bedroom On Fire

       This might sound weird as everything I write. Perhaps you might think that a romantic dream turn into hell, but here is my story, and what I have learn from it......


       I just woke up and don’t remember what kind of dreams I was having all night long. To make myself doze off again, I used my usual romantic scene to occupy my mind while waiting for the clock to sound. However, while imagining my scene, I was attacked by the flashes of something unusual. I saw my regular scene surrounded by fire, like the room where my husband and myself were, was on fire. I tried to erase that from my imagination but it flashed 3 times, every time I close my eyes. It was so disturbing; I have to open my eyes and try to keep my mind in what I need to do today. I started to wonder, if this is a spirit trying to tell me something about the situation or about the imagination itself.

The vision of the flames of my imaginary scene hunted me all day, wondering what it might means if it means something. I forgot about it after a while and during the evening my friend came to visited me with the intention to hide from working extra. We were talking about this particular vision of mine when it popped into my mind the desire to go to the store to buy movies. That is when it hit me---my wallet with all the credit cards, cash and my military card was inside my pants that were placed alone with everyone’s laundry into a big box, in route to Taji. The thought of losing everything I owe and my life savings was like living a real hell on earth.

I ran to the 1st SGT asking for help and he just looked at me, like I have become a problem with the dilemma of my missing wallet. There were only two choices on this matter, bringing the whole metal container, where the boxes of laundry are back inside the base or make me go to the container to fish for my laundry bag. The only problem about this last choice was that I had to go outside the wire into enemy side and to the mercy of snipers to just fish for my wallet.

The time was running out for me, without hesitation, I put on my bullet vest on, helmet and carry my weapon, all over my PT uniform. I almost ran with the convoy SGT outside the safety zone towards the metal container. I was praying the whole time while going out, found the container, got in, climbed among boxes and digging into laundry bags until I find mine. I felt my adrenaline rising to the boiling point, doing all this in a hurry, since time was running out for that container to be picked up among with the fear to be encounter by snipers.

At the return to the safe zone inside the base, the fire impression of my early vision popped into my mind. I tried to associate the vision with the current event, and what I understood about it---was a warning of losing something intimate of a lot of meaning to me, to be aware. Its funny how the human psychic and spirit world can work among us the living at times. How warnings can infiltrate in any thoughts without our control and leaving us to figure it out. I guess this became another lesson learn.

Strange experience while touching a photo

       For those that don't know, I am a US Army soldier station in Iraq, since mid-October. Although I am where is consider the red zone, I don't get out from the post, I work in a office. In reality, there is nowhere to go around here, I am surrounded by 12 feet high concrete "T" walls, plus the wires, camouflage, heavy guard, you name it.

My job is mostly keeping track of 11 Iraqis linguists, not a easy job. Believe me, being a woman, makes it more hard, since there is only 6 females including me, on this post among all these men and its scary. Since I have been here, I have gone through a lot of changes spiritual speaking. I feel like I am turning more sensitive among other experiences.

However, what happen today, became the of top the cake for sure. I was instructed to go to help out at the "Claim office". This office specialize in taking claims from the locals on any damage the US or militia have caused to the public. While looking at the claims, which most cases have photos of damage, missing arms or any other extremity, etc.

I came through a file that really called my attention. There was photos of a house been burn, but what I found funny about this particular picture, was 4 imprinted human faces marked on the burn wall like looking out. There were spooky faces, and I knew them, that there something wrong with the whole file. The following picture, was another view of the burnt room, but this photo was showing clearly orbs of light and white rays typical of ghosts photos. I touched the photo and that is when the strange experience came upon me.

When I touched that photo, I felt like an electric shot went from my hand to the rest of my body. For a brief moment, I saw in my mind like a mini video clip of what took place in that house. I felt the pain of those people, I heard their scream, the shots, the explosions, the voices yelling among soldiers and enemy. It really got into me and left me completely unease with chills and tingling going up to the back of my neck. I have never felt like this when touching photos, and this event got me thinking all day. Back at home, I am a police officer and seeing these things never affected me like today. I guess been so close where people have died in masses or where is constant pain and hatred, finally found a way for me to feel it.

The 3rd Eye and the voice of Higher Self: Spiritual Experience

       Guys,
Its been a while since my last spiritual experience. I guess being so busy and worry it has stopped my spirituality search or at least put it into a stop for a short period of time. Early this morning, I woke up about 7AM, was too lazy to get up so I remain in bed....

        My female cat was purring and walking around my head trying to get attention. She left and I started to wonder about what I have to do today that needs to be accomplish before I take off this Tuesday. I tried in vain to go back to sleep, so tried to quiet my mind in order to not think for a minute about my worries, when the extraordinary happens.

I felt that familiar feeling of being sucked from the top of my head by a strong vacuum cleaner. I knew that when this happen I always end up in a higher plane that I can't understand how I got there to begin with. So I started to breath deep to calm down and just wait for the unexpected.

I started to see an oval hole into the darkness full of white light, almost blinded me. I stood there looking at it and then suddenly the silhouette of an eye started to form. It became the most beautiful brown eye I ever saw, surrounded by colors of the rainbow, like I was seeing this, from a prism glass. Then suddenly, I heard this voice that sounded like mine but at the same time was not. It said "Stop worrying, Everything will be fine".

I realized of what I was seeing and hearing and I snapped wide awake on my bed, full of amazed and wonder thinking that what I saw and heard was my 3rd eye and the voice of my higher self. This is the coolest thing so far among everything I have seeing before and loving it. I guess my higher self wanted to talk this time, instead of any of my spirit guides LOL

Ghost Rider Inside My Car!

        As odd as this might sound to you, I had an encounter of the weird kind back in April 14, 2007. I was patrolling the neighborhood in my police car about 2:00AM. Been late and feeling tire, I left from a gas station in route to my house to take a break. I always drive by myself meaning no partner, I guess this is a money saving tactic of my department, in having the majority of cars in the streets with no riding partner.


        I decided to take a back road in order to cut the driving towards my house. This road didn't have any lights and most of it, its farmed fields. I lower my head to mess around with the radio nobs and AC, when suddenly I heard this man's voice coming from my back, like someone was inside the cage; yelling "Look Up!". As I raised my head to look up, through the dark street, I saw this truck running off the stop sign, right in front of me. I remembered stepping on my brakes and cover my face with my arms waiting for impact. Suddenly, my vehicle turn left by itself, avoiding impact and consequently taking me over this small hill of high grass. I took control of the wheel and I ended up in the original road again.

        My first reaction was, getting my gun out of my holster. I got off the car with gun in hand to investigate who the hell got inside my police car without me notice before. I rushed myself to open the back door, pointing my gun at who ever might be. To my surprise when I opened the door, there was no one sitting or hiding on my back passenger seats. I look up at the road to see if by any chance my mysterious passenger took up running, but all I saw was the driver that ran the stop sign looking at me from his rear view mirror and consequently taking off like bat out of hell. Perhaps thinking that I will come after him to give him a traffic ticket.

        Nerveless to say, my patrol car was useless after that night, since going over the hill broke my front axe or frame. The department gave me another car to finish my shift. For which, I most tell you, this event got me so unease, that I expend the rest of the night, looking through the rear view mirror hoping my mysterious man will not show up for the rest of the night. You might say it was a guardian angel or just a ghost rider that happened to save my life that night, but for sure.....I will always be grateful to my ghost rider, despite the event scare the crap out of me! LOL.