I been having one of those wild ride days lately..

       Its been a ride lately for me, I have some kind of weird dreams lately, that tap more into my subconscious, than being extraordinary like others. I did something lately, that I really can't make up anything of it and wonder if you can help on this.


       I was urge to meditate during the day, so I went to my room and let only the light of my lamp on. I got into deep meditation, the goal was to meet my spirit guide. I did my grounding and protection of course prior to it. While I was meditate, I felt like someone a whole body moved in front of me, from left to right. I asked my spirit guide to touch me on my left hand but I felt a soft grab on my left upper arm instead. I couldn't reason if what I felt might be my imagination or the fact that my arms were falling asleep in the position I was seating like. Then during the darkness and my eyes close, its like everything turn of color red. I associated this color with love and coming from my guide. I honestly I want to connect with my guide, I find it a most do on my list, but I can't make up anything on this.

Later on during the day, I meditated again but despite I felt the presence moving from left to right again, I didn't see the red color just a little purple with white this time. I felt the same grab again on the left upper arm, so this as you can see thrower me off from what I felt earlier. I know we have different guides as few, not just one, this got me a little confuse.

I will have a new roommate. I am very anxious about this, I asked my guides to find someone to share the room with, in order for me not to move out and been cramp out with other 5, but I asked a mind alike, so we'll see. Would love to hear your opinion on this.