~ I grabbed the cold hand and felt deep love

I place this on this site despite I don't know now if it was a dream or it was real. I believe I was dreaming but it was so real I can't get over it. In the last 2 days I been having a series of vivid lucid dreams and met alot of people in these dreams. Don't know any of them and I don't know if these people I will met in the future but always shows me helping others or giving direction to others. There have been so many dreams in the last 2 days, that I can't keep up with writting about them but this one was the top of the cake that made me get up at this hour in the morning to tell about it.

I remember that I went to bed and asked God to let me see my guardian spirit or any good spirit just once to know that I am not alone at all and that good spirits are real. I don't know how I came about to meet this person but I do remember that I was floating in space and I saw this young person, skiny body, light olive skin with shiny flat black hair shoulder lenght and big black eyes. Remeinding me of South American indians, I can't tell if it's a girl or a boy but look like 15 yrs of age. I extended my right arm to reach out for this person and I grabbed its hand, it was cold but solid, soft and little. I felt a deep love and I was smiling but suddenly the thought came upon me that I was grabbing indeed a real hand that this is not a dream this is real. When I came upon this thought I inmediatly woke up and wonder, my God, this was not a dream this was real. Funny thing, my right hand was tight close like I was still holding the small cold hand that I grabbed.

I don't know who was this that I met but for sure was the most real incredible experience I have ever felt in my life and if that was my guardian spirit oh Lord, I wish it come back, I am ready to talk now LOL Who knows time will tell I just woke up happy and by the way I appreciate all the prayers on my healing, I don't feel pain in the left ear any more but do feel my head in la la land wich is a lot better than being in pain LOL